Sigh sigh sigh. I could not shut my eyes & annoyed for having this sucky feeling. This feelings taking control of me, I don’t’ know how to make this feeling go. Please let this sucks feeling go away from me. I am going crazy with all the negatives thoughts. The anger in me that makes me loses control. Never did I want to mention those hurtful words. There are many “why” in my head… I felt as if there are secrets between us or is it just my feelings. Foolish of me right. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me & you..