Friday, April 24, 2009

I can’t be the person who can ignore things.
That’s just not me. Sigh.
If I could run away from all this I would.
Deep down i know there's no point if i keep running and im still stuck in it.
I'm tired of this game & sick of all the bullshit that happens. Freaking tired.

Why i cant speak up for myself and speak up for u?

Why is it when other party is at fault,

they are not to be blame instead the innocent get the blame?!
Why is it when we want things to go right end up it always get mess up?

When will ever my problem ends?

Im done with it.
Oh god, please give me the strength for all the things that happened.

Sometimes I just hate you for what happened all these yrs!

Do you know that? I doubt so cause' ur too busy to even care for me.

Please don’t come and tell me u don’t have a choice.
Everyone are given a choice, don’t forget u choose her over me.
Every single time when problem occurs u let your hands off.
You were never there for me not even once.
I'm not a doll that u can throw me here and there.
I'm part of u, ur own flesh & blood.

If 1 day I was suppose to forget u ever exist.

Don't blame me, u asked for it. Period.